Sometimes I go to the office, and sometimes I work out of my home. I prefer working out of my home. I actually get more done there. There's just too many distractions at work.
Yesterday, I decided to work out of my home. I didn't get a thing done. Well... I did a few things, but mostly... um, uh... I'm not really sure what I did. I guess I gave myself the day off. Now that I think about it, I did take the day off! Early in the afternoon, I DECIDED to have the day off.
Was I experiencing paralysis of the will? I don't think so.
I push myself day in and day out. Gotta get this done. Gotta have that done. Gotta be on schedule.
Go, go, go. Do, do, do.
You wanna know something? You wanna know a really BIG secret? It's not THEM, or society, or my boss, or whomever pushing me 24/7.
It's me!
I run around this world with a mask on. Hiding behind "who I'm SUPPOSED to be", instead of who I actually am. As I learn more to be me, I may peek around from behind the mask now and again, but I continue to use it more like a MIGHTY shield!
I don't like it behind the mask. It's suffocating, uncomfortable, and sweaty. I want to take it off. The mask is too much work, and it's becoming old and worn out. I summoned the courage to give myself a day off from work. Can I elicit that same power to give myself a day off from wearing the mask?
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